Size 00 is not what I want.
I want to be nothing, don’t you get that?
Girl at the ED clinic, talking in group session.(via skiiinniest)
It is not cool to have a mental disease.
It is not cool to pretend to have one.
You will not get the attention you want.
You will not be spoon fed compliments.
Cutting yourself will not make people want to be your friend or feel bad for you. Pretending to have a bad home life will only go downhill. Starving yourself will not make people compliment your size. Claiming to have false hallucinations is not a joke. What I’m trying to say is, if you have a healthy brain and body, wear it like a medal. Because prancing around with the words I am sick on your face and blog will not get you what you want. If anything it really offends people who do suffer from mental illnesses. We want what you have. You’re healthy, and you’re lucky. There is no glamour to being ill. There is no dazzling spotlight on you when people realize you are sad. There is no drumroll when you have to take 5 pills just to be functional. If you have it good, please, find attention some other way.
I always plan ahead what I eat, when I eat and how much I eat so don’t you ever force me to eat something that I don’t want to because it will mess up everything.
i am so jealous of all the people who are comfortable with who they are physically and mentally
one more weight loss and I go back into hospital. fml
Why can’t I cry? When people are sad they cry… I don’t even feel sad anymore just this emptiness ..